I think it's cycle day 18 for me. We are moving towards 4 months of no birth control. I still occasionally think we are finished growing our family (especially if I am super stressed out), but there are more days that I think I'm not. I could be wrong, but maybe I am trying to protect my heart from the woes of Infertility. I guess that's why I haven't gotten so wrapped up the roller coaster of trying to conceive. I haven't charted. I haven't taken ovulation predictors. I haven't "scheduled" quality time. I would love to have one more child if that's God's will for our lives, but I feel selfish asking or praying for that, so I haven't. Does that sound silly?
